Well here's to a first... blegh! this is what i get for rushing through lunch however in my defense my boss was riding my ass to hurry up... GRRR well I spent about 20 minutes in the bathroom regurgitating my lunch which I must admit was probably not edible worthy I am day 6 semi solids which has been great so far.
I bought some cheap chinese rice and chicken didn't have time to go get a decent lunch well boy did I pay for it.. the rice was dry and over cooked so was the chicken stringy and hard recipe for a block really! wasn't chewing properly and eating far too fast... LESSON LEARNT!
felt like a foot rammed down my throat... really uncomfortable kind of awkward feeling just relief to have it OUT! now back to mushies for 24 hrs...
One of my work mates thought I was pregnant.. she's like if you and bub aren't feeling well you can go home... bless her heart LOL!
Oh so it's my first day back at work and I was perky and bright this morning come 1pm I am dead dozing off on my computer I believe it might be because my sleeping pattern is all wacked out from being on pain medication for about a week straight then on and off during the last week
No more pain yay! which is so good, I woke up this morning there was no odd feelings or strange sensations in my tummy I will say this I do have some slight incision pain my largest incision above the port gets a lil ouchie but then again I am a baby when it comes to the slightest of pains... give me the drugs any day please!
Well it's home time now I managed to survive my first day back... 10% to my goal this morning feeling like a million bucks.. bye bye fat ass.. and hello sexy ladeh.. *does the gangnam style*
Well Hello! Welcome to day one optislim!
Woke up this morning feeling like I had dejavu, Optislim... just a horrible
tasting version of Tony Fergerson, I feel I bit apprehensive like I'm once again
going down the dreaded path of Yo-Yo dieting, bring on the extra ballooning
KGs.. makes me nervous.
To top it all off Optislim tastes so artificial makes my teeth chalk! gross
to top it all off I've been burping and tooting all day ahh.. TMI TMI!! Typing
this up munching on my 'allowable' carrot sticks, at this point I kind of feel
like a rabbit. Let's truck on soldier
For someone who isn't used to having their first meal of the day till 1ish
in the afternoon sometimes even 5pm at night! yes I am bad I've been notorious
for starving my self.. years of insecurity at highschool not being able to eat
in front of friends just a force of habit so trying to down a 250ml Optislim
shake.. I really struggled.
I think I can, I think I can! I will and can do this! two weeks till the
band! the countdown is on! mind of matter and all that motivational jibber
- Boop, Out.
Starting - 163kgs