I'm so over summer. Seriously. 3 consecutive summers sucks donkey balls, not even joking. I'm sick of being a sweaty mess, I can't even straighten my hair or wear make up. I feel like the biggest frump hey!!
So interestingly enough, I was reading through a post and one of the lovely ladies commented on the reasons she was sick of being fat and one that cropped up and made me think was a sweating issue. Now, when I went to the gym, what seems like many moons ago now, my trainer told me that sweating has nothing to do with fat or thin but just individuals. This made sense, until, I swear, the fatter I get the more I am sweating! I don't know if it's the weather or if I am actually sweating more than I ever have in my life. What do you reckon?? I'm the fattest I've ever been! It's pretty gross. Sorry if this is like too much info haha! I'm just sayin!
So now to a serious issue. My name is Toni and I'm addicted to sugar
I'm addicted to sugar. All I want to eat is sugar. I have been told this is a side effect of insulin resistance but who knows. I haven't been watching what I eat, at all, or taking my medication. And looking down, I can tell that I'm getting fatter. My gut is bigger. Ew. I just don't know what to do with myself in the mean time of getting my band. I don't want to get bigger but I don't seem to be able to stop. *sigh* such is my life. Woe is me, blah blah blah haha.
I'm so excited about getting lap banded. I read everyones stories all the time and I wonder what I will and won't be able to eat. I'm extremely bad at just chucking food down my gullet, I don't know how I'm going to go with the chew, chew, chew rule. The two things that scare me the most are having a PB and the pain after the surgery. Working in childcare I'm used to the ole gastro bug and I must say I prefer puking over crapping but a PB just scares me. I have a seriously twisted way of thinking, I know.
5 days until I meet the man who will change my life forever! I can't wait to meet him!
Anyhoooooooooo time for dinner peeps.
Peace, Love & Lolly Gobble Bliss Bombs,