So i went and saw the doc for my pre op surgery appointment and he didn't say much about the 10kg i had lost just that i needed to loose another 5kg before my op.
Don't know why i was expecting a job well done, but i kind of was. No one in my life has really said much about it, other then my best friend. So i feel kind of disappointed that i have done all this hard work and no one has noticed or if they have said nothing. I think its a bit selfish, but iam allways the one to tell people they look good if they have lost weight or that their hair/clothes/makeup looks good. I just want someone to say it back!!
But enough worring about other ppl i think, i need to complement myself, and encourage myself. Don't know why i feel i need to have others say it. Why can't i just be strong on my own? Why can't i keep myself motivated? Hopefully i find the answers on my journey.