Photos...well...they officially suck. I hate having my photo taken. I cant stand the look of me right now, it makes me sad to see how obese I have become. Photos always shock me. I dont want to take any befor shots, but know that I really need to. Cant seem to find a camera with a lens wide enough to fit my whole ass in though
As for the height/weight chart. Im short, really short, 163cm. My ideal weight is around 58kg I think. I am nearly twice that. No wonder my ass hits the curb when I step down.
I am really starting to get nervous now. I have my dietitian appointment on Wednesday. I dont need to see a psychologist as we see them with work, regularly - Im not sure if it is to make sure we are sane, or insane.....!
Im looking forward to the Wednesday appointment, to have the whole Optifast thing explained. Im also going to go shopping tomorrow. I think it is time to start preparing. Time to cook up some soups and freeze them for post-op. Has anyone else done this yet? If so, what kinds of soups??
Anni










